Me & My Soulmate
February 20, 2008

Me & My soulmate


it was the 20th of april 2007 when i was going out with my girls to have some fun and get my mind of my hurt feelings from my ex boyfriend. we had a lot of fun this evening and we did crazy things.that night we went to the pub in trier and we were fucking drunk but it was the shizzle my nizzle.


After a few hours we decided to go to a club to dance and drink some more - at this time i didnt know that this evening would change my life forever. i was dancing with somebody i didnt even know, someone else was talking to my friend nicole - it was a cute boy - i didnt know it that time but he was asking her how to say " do u wanna dance with me" in german *so cute*


well then he looked at me and he started to get a lil upset cuz he thought this guy i was dancing with, was my boyfriend.




nicole was looking at me too and after a while she came to talk to me and she said - "did u realize that this one boy is interested in you?" i said - "yeah, he´s looking at me the whole time, but nevermind - hes prolly like all the guys i have met...." haha but nicole is a fighter and she didnt give up to hook me up with him, lol.... after a while i was kinda sleepy and sat down for a lil bit - that was his chance to talk to me...




well it was to loud because of the music, so we decided to dance.... my heart was beating like a drum and he made my heart melt... wow that was fast and i didnt want those feelings so quick but it just happend i wasnt sure about all this but everybody deserves to get a chance so he went home with me

the other day when he woke up in my arms he saw a lil face right in front of his nose *lol* and this lil girl directly got the key to his heart - it was my lil daughter annabell. So this guy i met in the club changed my whole life. Thomas is his name and im happy that i agreed with nicole, to go out with her, although i didnt really want to.... we are made for eachother i never thought that i had a soulmate. Thomas isnt annabells daddy but she loves him like that and whenever i talk to him on the phone - these words "i miss u daddy" come out of this lil mouth to tell him that he has to stay strong and that he needs to survive and that after iraq our whole life will be the best for good.


nobody knows how to make me happy - but he does. Nobody knows how to make me feel save - but he does. Nobody knows how to tease me without making me angry - but he does.