::less then two months::
July 11, 2007
So I found out when michael is deploying and i cant believe the time is almost near!! My head and my heart are going crazy... I am soo scared this is our first deployment and I rarely talk about it with friends cause all thier significant others are civilians,they dont know that you stay up all night for a five min conversation.. ahhh i am just venting i guess i just needed to get it off my mind... I cant belive it tears just run down my cheek just thinking about it.. we will not be together for our anniversary,birthdays,holidays... i am just a worried wort you can say.. I love this man soo much that i am willing to spend my entire life to him and his job..